Sunday, December 21, 2014

Friday, December 12, 2014

Saint Charbel

P.S: I was just meditating. Not seeking to channel anyone. He appeared in my meditation and gave me the above message. He dictated it to me as if I am his secretary, once I acknowledged his presence. His voice had the sweetest tone, deep and full of compassion. Quite surreal, even for me.

Wednesday, December 10, 2014

my trip from Oneness to Nothingness

As long as I am aware of, I fell in love with mystic schools such as Sufism that speaks of Oneness. I internally comprehended it as "Unified Field of Compassion".

Lately my awareness went up a notch. It became clear to me that Oneness has two major pitfalls: Self-Identification and Attachment. I shifted my attention to Nothingness that Buddhism (specifically Nagarjuna) and Hindu Avatars (ex, Babaji) advocate. Nothingness is Wholly yet without Attachment, without Self-Identification. 

My initial "Unified Field of Compassion" got a new name: Nothingness.

(P.S: Another synonym to Nothingness is Emptiness.)

What I learned in 2014

What I learned in 2014: It is not about convincing others with your answers but rather sharing your experiences with others to inspire or activate so that they have more awareness about their own experiences whatever those may be.
Gratitude to 2014.

Monday, December 8, 2014

Philosophical sidenote

Striving outwardly for a fixed answer is a trial to acquire a legit instrument to judge others by and divide them into groups. Judging and dividing satisfy only the ego.
 An observer is never seeking a yardstick but rather to 'be' to heighten his awareness while inspiring or activating what is observed. An observer sees or at least try to see from all angles as One (merging yet not identifying) with each angle. Moreover, an observer is bi-locating, permeating through the dimension of what is observed and at the same time existing in another dimension that is pure. Thus the observer is an energetic channel of prime dimension, described too as holistic emptiness. Yet an observer is a co-creator in the dimension of what is observed, and responsibility rises from this role. Responsibility is not in terms of right or wrong but rather derived out of authenticity, whatever resonating within as co-creator. As an observer, it is crucial to know when to move on.

Sunday, December 7, 2014

shades of blue

Winter dawn amidst silence
the farfetched sky
naturally unfolds

... on fresh snow
he squeezes his empty grip

mirror mirror

early Autumn
drifting, non conformist
the wind speaks eloquently


Winter's eve
Whatsapp light breaths
lower a fever

have you seen what I saw

into nothingness
I expand
losing the I

wholeness of nothingness

have you seen what I saw
where you and I vanish
a sacredness out of wholeness

wholeness of nothingness

springing out of love
nothing to demand
nothing to expect
nothing to fulfill
nothing to ascertain
nothing to complete
nothing nothing nothing

Wholeness of nothingness

Monday, October 20, 2014

Thursday, September 11, 2014


of Jasmine ~
past wicked grace
the formless holding

tumbling right across
mute edge of resonance
lighter and deeper still

Wednesday, September 10, 2014

Dusk on a cliff

tilting slightly
as if
breathing suspension

a faraway hum
seeping silently into

tumbling on itself
a foreign dimension

The Essence through a Metaphysic-Poetic lens, Maya Idriss

Visualize "I am" as three elements with respective phonetics:

"I" as the Boddhi tree, corresponding to the phonetic "Ahye", the healing sound of throat chakra.

"a" as Buddha himself, sitting under the Boddhi tree meditating, looking small and round, corresponding to the phonetic "AH", the healing sound of heart chakra.

"m" as ripples of Buddha's belly, symbolizing ripples of his action to meditate, corresponding to the phonetic "MMM" that is the activating sound of the middle brain or pineal gland.

(A poetic translation of that, voice of the heart opening the mind to go beyond and be the beyond.)

Rubbing Buddha's belly actually means to activate the third eye.

Whenever you hear or use again "I am",  connect to the essence and wonder with a smile.

Monday, September 8, 2014


whether book or sky
each moon has a different sigh


breeze and rose
shaking truth
'I' contemplates the dew

Sunday, September 7, 2014

Haiku non traditional

leaf on leaf, green whisper
summer ends
where spring begins


season of Shaktipat
tree and life
no apple blooper


early fall
leaf by leaf



wind chime

Friday, September 5, 2014


winter and opacity
full moon
behind window shutters

Thursday, September 4, 2014


Buddha's tree
how tall is
his I Am!

to witness

a stranger bows
! meaning of mudra ?
the beggar portrait


Dandelion seeds ~
Birthing poetry
On foreign walls

Monday, September 1, 2014

Note on Imagination

Imagination manifests in the etheric realm and through its manifestation there, one starts to tap into an intelligence that is higher than the one in the physical realm.

Thursday, July 31, 2014

Note: Fine tuning of ancient messages

Certain fine tuning of ancient messages that derailed from its essence:

"I am that, I am" is the resurrection and entirety of life as Oneness. Whoever believes in his "I am", even if he dies, will live through Oneness and everyone who lives and believes in his "I am" will communicate and co-create with eternal Oneness.

Monday, July 21, 2014


Angels are like breeze over lavender field, summoning me to my inner fragrance

Thursday, July 3, 2014


In the darker hours of the night
Certain stillness marinated in liquid light
As if Queen Sheba lifting her gown
I lifted my soul to float over the beyond
Unbeknownst to me in that body left behind
An aligned heart emanating all light

Friday, June 6, 2014

Light Bulb message number one

"The Secret lies within the Shadow of whatever as it is more revealing of and outlining nuances than the Light. The Light may be too overwhelming and blinding to study . Through activating discernment (i.e discern while leaving behind judgement), the shadow becomes an open book of info. This info extends itself to the other side of the scale: The Light. Meaning, to know the extent of Light and its configuration (of whatever) based on and projected by its shadow."

~ Enki channeled by Maya Idriss

P.S from Maya: Enki is a very male entity, focused on physics & laws. The above is our first collaboration after introducing himself on my scenery of channeling,  few days ago.

Wednesday, May 7, 2014

First exercise of OBE, Monroe Institute, April 2014

As my 2014 birthday gift, to myself, I enrolled in a six days workshop of "Out of Body Exploration intensive" at Monroe Institute facilitated by William Buhlman. It started on my birthday 12th of April. First exercise took place after dinner on that day. The mission / technique, was to go to our home and look at three objects. As soon as I learned about those three objects, an inner guidance told me not to pick them prior OBE, but rather wait for the OBE to find out which objects will call upon my attention, upon me.

I sat on the edge of my check unit, open curtain, put my headphones on and clicked on ready light signaling my presence. Hemisync music was streaming while William voice was guiding us. I went out of body before William finished his guidance.

There, in front of my home, door opened and closed. Something weird attracted my attention. There was a fire sprinkler on ceiling streaming light as if cherry blossom petals, very gentle and soothing. I noted my observation yet was determined to accomplish my mission: the three objects. First object to call me was a small glass object, transparent and indigo blue, that I have put previously on the door knob. I could lift the object without touching it, zoom in at it and out. What caught my attention then, the vibrancy of colors, specially the Indigo blue; also the clarity of the transparent glass; nothing like in real life. I put it back and walked in to the Saloon. An arabesque table was already floating mid air. I could make it whirl and control the speed of its whirling through telepathy. The table got quite excited and started talking to me through telepathy too. "It is not by mistake that you started sleeping in the Saloon (Couple of years ago, I  abandoned the comfort of my bed to sleep on sofa in Saloon). It is filled with sacred geometry. Your soul is attracted to such high frequency emitted by the sacred geometry specially Lakshmi symbol of abundance" explained the table. I was happy to receive an explanation for what I do. Then, I learned it is time for the third object. It pulled me towards it: a black elephant. I felt certain reluctancy and heartache yet I decided to pursue what is. As soon as I surrendered to what is, the black elephant started communicating with itself, "I now free you, black elephant, of all the pain you have witnessed". As soon as that communication ended, I was sucked in as soul into the black elephant and heard, "I now free you, Maya, from all the pain you have witnessed". Then, I merged with the soul of my home and heard, "I now free you, home, from all the pain you have witnessed." The OBE ended at that point.

As soon as the OBE ended, I understood the symbolic meaning of the fire sprinkler that does not exist in reality at my home. Such a poetic metaphor. Such a great gift to receive on my birthday.

Friday, April 25, 2014


"Learn to discern between what is and what seems to be . . . yet the truth is neither. The truth is the essence and not the manifestation." ~ Higher Self talking to Maya in an OBE

Thursday, April 24, 2014


Whatever you do, do it while:
    + Relaxed
    + Aware
    + Focused

Orbs @ Monroe premises

 (a close up of an orb revealing letter A)

Friday, April 11, 2014

Thursday, April 10, 2014

Tuesday, April 8, 2014


I have been channeling through automatic writing since a year or so. Yet, on April first 2014, I started channeling vocally . The entity is Lyra . Part of her first message : "The breath is your space machine taking you to whatever space, time & state of being . Treat it with sacredness".

Heading on a new journey that is quite exciting, taking everything to a higher level. May you enjoy the ride with me :)

Thursday, March 27, 2014

Uranus ~ 4

Fourth note from twilight zone by Uranus Assembly:

Know dear One, about existence and what entails: Aliveness. Aliveness cannot co-exist with waiting or lamenting. Aliveness is rejoicing in the Now. Rejoice in and celebrate who you are. You are all that is: Entirety of existence. Allow Cosmic Consciousness to flow freely within you so to be aware on what, how and why to act. Rhythmic movement that brings in the stillness of sound, rules throughout. Heighten your awareness to decipher what is.

With Self-love that encompasses All, we conclude.

Saturday, March 22, 2014

Spring Mood

to capture simply be
across a leaf
in a glisten of dew

is it my shadow there, within, or my light
I observe with neutrality and expand in joy

Tuesday, March 11, 2014

Deep Knowing

I am that: the distance between "I" and "that". All inclusive. Sweet Divine Oneness.

Monday, February 24, 2014

Saturday, February 22, 2014

Stillness and First Rays of Light

Dawn, first rays of light
caressing a rose petal that is trembling
Within that tremble
my dawn as rose petal

Carried to endless dimensions
certain sweet wild fragrance
birthed and rebirthing
etched on timelessness

Within that tremble
my reactivation as light
caressing a rose petal that is trembling
in stillness . . .

Friday, February 21, 2014


(Thought behind Haiku: Connecting through nothingness, I am )

Dispersed clouds ~
To see
Through I am not

Saturday, February 8, 2014

Meditational message of today

Bless me Father for I am You: Sweet Divine Oneness

Thursday, January 30, 2014

Monday, January 27, 2014

my today prayer

I empty my self from my self and open the door to the Divine Rhythm, coming in with fragrance of wild roses swooshing from cell to cell, atom to atom and sub atom to sub atom. The Divine Rhythm fills me up with Light and Grace, aligning me with the core of mother Earth and the farthest star of father Universe. I am attuned to the abundance of all that is. I am in awe, feeling the fullest of gratitude. The Divine Rhythm expresses itself within the uniqueness of me. I am Oneness individualized. I pick up myself and experience it with another perspective: my own diamond to enrich Thee Self expressions. I polish it with reverence and let it shine even more. Light upon Light.

Saturday, January 25, 2014

Stillness that co-creates

pouring in beads, pre dawn
sacredness upon sacredness
the observer expands to
bindu & nada ~

Monday, January 20, 2014

صَمْتٌ فاضِح

سَكَنَ الليلُ فينا عِشقاً

نَرتَحِلُ فيهِ اليه

ورَقصةُ الانفاسِ صَمْتٌ  فاضِح

تُهَرولُ فينا خارج الزمان والمكان

تَكسُرُنا كخُبزٍ يابس  لِنتصاعد حدَّ القُدسيّة

فيتسابَق فينا وعيٌّ

 نحنُ  مِنهُ  واليه عِشقاً

Sunday, January 5, 2014

Sufi nature

Whirling to ignite the inner sun
Calla lily in white
& the healing beams down

Thursday, January 2, 2014

Wednesday, December 25, 2013

Kuan Yin & Merry Xmas

Few days ealier, I saw in my meditation Kuan Yin playing music. I recognized her for I am accustomed to seeing photos of her while surfing internet. What puzzled me was "why is she playing music". I decided to investigate about her life. The "myth" goes that she was abducted by a demon to hell. Instead of being resentful or feeling victimized, she started playing music to the demons. Through her music, hell transformed into heaven. Her playing music symbolizes compassion.

May we be more & more compassionate. Merry Xmas!

(chosen photo from internet)

Sunday, December 1, 2013

Depth of a cave

in the depth of a cave
echoing mantra

Saturday, November 30, 2013

Uranus ~ 3

Third note from twilight zone by Uranus Assembly:

Dear One,

For our third message, we would like to communicate with you about the following topic “Mature Love Ingredients”. Your cliché saying “It is all about love” is very true yet many have no idea what love is. Love is never about possession, dominance or manipulation.

Our first ingredient of mature love is about respecting the sacredness of free choice. At the last frontier, a lover can suggest to the other but never surmounting this self-imposed limit.

Our second ingredient of mature love is about nurturing by having a positive presence impacting a smoother path for the other. Here we would like to note that the most crucial trait is Compassion. How the lover’s eyes glitter when seeing the other irrespective his/her status: a bad hair day, malfunctioning wardrobe, sickness, etc. The lover always taps into the beloved perfect soul-source while choosing to go beyond circumstances. Nurturing also means a consistent readiness to be there for the other, never judging.

Our third ingredient of love is a mutual awareness and decision to grow together, expanding in being whether in mutual zone or individual zones: Having enough inner strength to know a celebrated expansion of the individual is a blessing for both while always seeking self refinement by each individual.

Our fourth ingredient of love that a few knows about, having the awareness that a lover is a Divine portal to be journeyed with open body and soul. Your other human cliché “It is all about the journey, not the destination” is also true and applicable in this higher dimension.

Our fifth ingredient is the lover awareness and capability to surpass pre-agreed scenarios thus overcoming past lives lessons and starting on a clean sheet. The more able a lover is to fathom that this moment is an accumulation of past lives moments, the more he/she will be able to cut this old web through precious awareness. Often a lover is among the person soul group. It is precious to identify “this old web” so to dismantle it. It does not mean changing the lover per say but rather changing the old soul perspective seeing that lover without a necessity for learned lessons: Seeking Divine Improvisation.

May you be free to fly with the wings of a mature love, the only kind that we wish for you.

Gazing with glittery eyes, we conclude.

Saturday, November 16, 2013

Personal note: Being in such presence for a full day

Yesterday, I went with friends to Shouf Cedars Reserve. I have not seen so many orbs or light configurations in one day. Sharing the seen but the felt is another story.

Tuesday, November 12, 2013

Time for storytelling: "She"

In her transparent twinset nightgown, she ventures out barefoot into the garden and opens her arms to the wind. The robe with small butterflies’ embroidery hinting timidly to pink, slides down off her shoulders. She inhales deeply, closing her eyes as if to open her third one. Her bust rises to welcome the void. She becomes wind caressing the butterflies’ embroidery. She is a number of trees swaying in desire. She is a cloud veiling, unveiling the moon. She is and she is not. She is all that is: ever changing and ever present. A tingling starts climbing from the soles of her feet as if a line of kisses unleashed by Mother Earth. Is she a love letter getting ready to be opened with trembling hands and racing heartbeats? She opens all her eyes to read what is. Another tingling starts in her crown chakra. She opens her right palm upward and her left palm downward while her arms are still in the same position: extended. As if reciting Shams and Rumi rhythm within her own bloodstream, she understands at that point the trinity of Oneness. Emptying herself from herself, she becomes a channel. All the whirling of cosmic love passes through her tiny body to connect what is below to above, what is visible to what is not. She hears a certain hum of a queen bee residing in an updo hairstyle of Lord Shiva. She smiles and goes back inward. Incense.