Love

The wicked way

The night sways within me

Closer to your breath

Where did my breath go?

And on which petal amrita glistened!

Arabic poetry on meditation series

~

أراقصُ الصمتَ في إيقاعٍ ناريّ من الانفاس
اتوغلّ داخلي نحو النبع
او هكذا شبّه لي
أم تراه النبع يتوغلّ الى كلّ كلي
اتلاشى مع آخر زفير ٍ بُرهة
اختبرها كإدراكٍ ازليّ لم يولد  
وفي العدم صعقة ُ الانبعاث
على رؤية ٍ غريبة
انا لستُ انا ولستُ النبع حصريا
انا فعلُ التوغّل ما بين النبع والكلّ

Arabic poetry on meditation

في فضائي الداخلي
لا جَسَدٌ لي سوى الحبّ
انهمرُ الوانا ً كقوس قزح
يُلاحِقها بدلال ٍ ضبابٌ  بنفسجيّ
لاتصاعد من خارجي الاول نحو خارجي الابعد
ذهَبا ً ينبض
مُستمرّ في الترحال
كشريان نور على تواصل مع الكل
لاسترجاع الشمس من عُمق الكون
والصمت يبوح
الكلّ انا

From heaven to heaven

higher & freer

Side by side: old and new churches

Tannourine villager: Being in harmony

Lebanese slang poetry

زهر ونسمة هوا
بترندحني عَ شفاف السما
ومع كل شَهقة
غيمة سرحانة
"عَ  دروب "لو
~
قَوْلك طلع الوقت برّات الزمن
وسِكر بعيون زرقا
تيقلها بكَفّي وجع من
 حنين ما حدا بيعرف لمين

Metaphysical Observation

Certain people use pessimism as their shield of wisdom, an expression of their egotistic mental righteousness.
In a dimension of unified consciousness or as I like to surname it Sweet Divine Oneness, duality process of thinking is obsolete. There is no more pessimism nor optimism but rather authentic living with all the transparency that it commands.  There is no more judging but rather observing. It  is about honoring what is experienced irrespective of details of that given experience.

(Arabic Poetry 2)

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تسترسلُ عيناي في مُناجاة الشمس ساعة المغيب
تنزلقُ ذكرياتي على امواج البحر بريقاً بريقاً يَخفو
ذكرياتٌ مرتحلة ٌعنّي ترنو بعطفٍ الى الخيال في الوداع الاخير

انا لست انا
على افقٍ ذائبة ٌ الواني
الثُمها بانفاسٍ متقطعة
قبيل الولوج في كهف الناسك

أضيءُ   بَصيرتي
واستقرّ  في السكون
بين الثنايا
لا زفير ولا شهيق

~

(Arabic Poetry 1)

~
حنيني الى مَعبد
بلا سَقفٍ ولا ابواب
كشِراع
يُلملمه تَمردُ الريح
في كفّ العدم
يعلو كأرز يُناجي
وينحني كثيراً كثيراً
من الرفق في عين الصمت
اكونه بعد أنفاس ٍ متأملة
في فيض ٍ نابض
يَصِل
~

Healers Note : Clarity of Vision

As healers, metaphysicians or more accurately energy activators, who have the sole target of empowering the other, we trigger a process that induces our subject to be in touch with his/her authenticity, realizing what is really his/hers and what is just contamination from others or dirt hanging on from the journey. We also channel Cosmic Energy coming from Pure Source to connect the physical body of our subject with it, the primordial source of all that is, switching on the memory of each cell back to perfect health. Yet, all healing is a self healing requesting the will, permission and cooperation of each subject soul.

~5

sunrise
stoking gracefully
inner fire

expanding to the softness of light
and its warmth

Phoenix

4 ~

fertile soil dumping
his perfume
again wet

under one umbrella
the sequence of verb tenses

fertile soil dumping
his perfume
not yet gone

under steadier rain
grammar of one verb and its tenses

fertile soil dumping
his perfume
gasping

under light rain
the shared breaths

3 ~

on a suspended gong
and his hammer's move
reverberating within ~

how closer, me can be to me!
with ease, grace and joy

2 ~

Rain
tasting your body
and exploding

into microcosm & macrocosm
how beautiful it is to disintegrate!

1 ~

Breeze
bringing me closer to
your fingertips

balcony's open view
to sway my petals

Metaphysical note

On the relationship of the 5 elements (Ether, Fire, Air, Water, Earth) to the 5 senses, according to ancient knowledge:


Ether is related to sound / hear

Fire is related to vision / see

Air is related to touch

Water is related to taste

Earth is related to smell

watercolors

Bell's Palsy ~
gazing at the edge
where it seeps through

Solo flutter helplessly
the empty distance invades.

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longing for a fleeting presence
alive like a winged scarf
I dye in patterns

migrating blues intensify the fire
to what depth does it seep through?

floating essence

Breathing Note

Exhalation is yin, female energy symbolized by magnetism. Inhalation is yang, male energy symbolized by electricity. Light is an electromagnetic wave. Love making is essentially an act of respiration: balanced, rhythmic and prolonged.  A yogi practicing his pranayama is a lover of the Universe. Love is all about light, meaning electromagnetism. The halo around saints' head is a radiant electromagnetic field.

Message on Answers

Your task is not to search frantically for answers, like a cockroach doing a marathon in a closed lid bowl. Your task is to vibrate high, reaching transparency so that answers are revealed to you.

Kisses along the Rainbow

Am I And

                                           

                                                                         Being 

                                                                    Even stronger

                                                                   Blur of ecstasy

                                                               Where am I to fly?

                                                        Each flowing lock seeking

                                                       A different sky of letting go

                                                    Flocks of sweat migrating South

                                        While a face gazes at North in blinding wonder

                                                  On a thunder of stillness dissecting

                                                                  Whirling within

                                                                     East to West

                                                   Am I all and the transmuted One?

Eye of Shiva Anatomy

Eye of Shiva Anatomy, Metaphysics by Maya Idriss

(personal research plus invisible guidance)

On the forehead (visualizing a vertical line mid forehead), there exist 4 chakras. When these chakras are all active, balanced and harmonized, the Eye of Shiva opens.

From down upward, they are:

+ Brow chakra (associated with Responsible Behavior)

+ Lower chakra (associated with the Intellect)

+ Middle chakra (associated with Hypothalamus, Divine Love)

+ Upper chakra/ slightly above normal hair line (associated with Thalamus, Divine Guidance, planet Uranus)

Among these four chakras, the most important one is the Middle chakra (Hypothalamus, Divine Love). Yet one needs to balance all 4 chakras and harmonize them to open Eye of Shiva.

It is crucial to note here, that if we consider brain mapping of chakras (the one that indicates which brain zone is connected to which chakra), we notice that the Hypothalamus is connected to the Solar Plexus. It is the most important chakra of all 7 chakras of the body. Solar Plexus is the Inner Sun, your core center around which everything rotates. Indeed, all is fractal geometry.

Refinement

A buddhist enthusiast, dear friend of mine, Hanan, keeps insisting that Emptiness is different than Nothingness. His enthusiasm triggers in me an urge of being more creative to describe my vision, trying to refine it while adding more layers to it.

So, my trial is as follows:
On the highest level, there exists The Unified Field of Compassion. I am not calling it Oneness to avoid the 2 pitfalls of self identification and attachment. I am avoiding now to call it Nothingness to preserve the personal integrity of the smallest particle joining The Unified Field of Compassion. I am avoiding to call it Emptiness too, to not lose nor overstep its enriching and abundant nature.
So the question remains what to call it? Instead of searching for a name for it, I am to describe my feelings while in its zone, during an OBE of mine.
Let me first, take a deep breath and replay my experience, speaking in terms of present moment:
. . . I am there, at the highest dimension I have experienced. It has no color of ambiance. There is a kind of white noise that divulges certain depth of silence and an awareness of it. A kind of enriching void permeating everything as if floating mid nothingness. My higher self, as if a filament of that tapestry, speaks to me in there, without the necessity of me asking anything. I notice a certain surrender of unequivocal depth in me. While my higher self speaks to me, the depth of silence described as white noise, remains in the background, drawing sharper attention to what is spoken. Certain expansiveness engulfs me. It is an expansiveness that encompasses wholeness, never waiting for yet more expansion. This enriching void contains limitless info and an instantaneous ability to branch into it. My higher self speaks to me from time to time in there, as if to draw my attention to a specific info or message. Yet I can be there without the need of my higher self speaking to me. The feeling of compassion is of unchartered depth that makes even the physical body left behind in another dimension (yet connected to the soul that is OBE-ing) to start getting watery eyes. In there, I am the Wholeness of The Unified Field of Compassion while preserving and celebrating my personal integrity as if an individualized novelty expression of that ancient primordial Wholeness, preserving always the enriching diversity in that Wholeness.

Gazing on whom we are

Our maturity grounds us 

yet the focus remains on our childlike nature that enables us to flow naturally.

Saint Charbel

P.S: I was just meditating. Not seeking to channel anyone. He appeared in my meditation and gave me the above message. He dictated it to me as if I am his secretary, once I acknowledged his presence. His voice had the sweetest tone, deep and full of compassion. Quite surreal, even for me.

my trip from Oneness to Nothingness

As long as I am aware of, I fell in love with mystic schools such as Sufism that speaks of Oneness. I internally comprehended it as "Unified Field of Compassion".

Lately my awareness went up a notch. It became clear to me that Oneness has two major pitfalls: Self-Identification and Attachment. I shifted my attention to Emptiness that Buddhism (specifically Nagarjuna)  praises or Nothingness that Hindu Avatars (ex, Babaji) advocate. Nothingness is Wholly yet without Attachment, without Self-Identification. 

My initial "Unified Field of Compassion" got a new name: Nothingness.


(P.S: In my personal lexicon, Nothingness is a synonym to Emptiness.)

What I learned in 2014

What I learned in 2014: It is not about convincing others with your answers but rather sharing your experiences with others to inspire or activate so that they have more awareness about their own experiences whatever those may be.
Gratitude to 2014.

Philosophical sidenote

Striving outwardly for a fixed answer is a trial to acquire a legit instrument to judge others by and divide them into groups. Judging and dividing satisfy only the ego.
 An observer is never seeking a yardstick but rather to 'be' to heighten his awareness while inspiring or activating what is observed. An observer sees or at least tries to see from all angles as One (merging yet not identifying) with each angle. Moreover, an observer is bi-locating, permeating through the dimension of what is observed and at the same time existing in another dimension that is pure. Thus the observer is an energetic channel of prime dimension, described too as holistic emptiness. Yet an observer is a co-creator in the dimension of what is observed, and responsibility rises from this role. Responsibility is not in terms of right or wrong but rather derived out of authenticity, whatever resonating within as co-creator. As an observer, it is crucial to know when to move on.

shades of blue

Winter dawn amidst silence
the farfetched sky
naturally unfolds

. . . on fresh snow
he squeezes his empty grip

mirror mirror

early Autumn
drifting, non conformist
the wind speaks eloquently

whatsapp

Winter's eve
Whatsapp light breaths
lower a fever

have you seen what I saw

into nothingness
I expand
losing the I

wholeness of nothingness
thrumming

have you seen what I saw
where you and I vanish
a sacredness out of wholeness

wholeness of nothingness
thrumming

springing out of love
nothing to demand
nothing to expect
nothing to fulfill
nothing to ascertain
nothing to complete
nothing nothing nothing

Wholeness of nothingness
thrumming