Am I And

                                           

                                                                         Being 

                                                                    Even stronger

                                                                   Blur of ecstasy

                                                               Where am I to fly?

                                                        Each flowing lock seeking

                                                       A different sky of letting go

                                                    Flocks of sweat migrating South

                                        While a face gazes at North in blinding wonder

                                                  On a thunder of stillness dissecting

                                                                  Whirling within

                                                                     East to West

                                                   Am I all and the transmuted One?

Eye of Shiva Anatomy

Eye of Shiva Anatomy, Metaphysics by Maya Idriss

(personal research plus invisible guidance)

On the forehead (visualizing a vertical line mid forehead), there exist 4 chakras. When these chakras are all active, balanced and harmonized, the Eye of Shiva opens.

From down upward, they are:

+ Brow chakra (associated with Responsible Behavior)

+ Lower chakra (associated with the Intellect)

+ Middle chakra (associated with Hypothalamus, Divine Love)

+ Upper chakra/ slightly above normal hair line (associated with Thalamus, Divine Guidance, planet Uranus)

Among these four chakras, the most important one is the Middle chakra (Hypothalamus, Divine Love). Yet one needs to balance all 4 chakras and harmonize them to open Eye of Shiva.

It is crucial to note here, that if we consider brain mapping of chakras (the one that indicates which brain zone is connected to which chakra), we notice that the Hypothalamus is connected to the Solar Plexus. It is the most important chakra of all 7 chakras of the body. Solar Plexus is the Inner Sun, your core center around which everything rotates. Indeed, all is fractal geometry.

Refinement

A buddhist enthusiast, dear friend of mine, Hanan, keeps insisting that Emptiness is different than Nothingness. His enthusiasm triggers in me an urge of being more creative to describe my vision, trying to refine it while adding more layers to it.

So, my trial is as follows:
On the highest level, there exists The Unified Field of Compassion. I am not calling it Oneness to avoid the 2 pitfalls of self identification and attachment. I am avoiding now to call it Nothingness to preserve the personal integrity of the smallest particle joining The Unified Field of Compassion. I am avoiding to call it Emptiness too, to not lose nor overstep its enriching and abundant nature.
So the question remains what to call it? Instead of searching for a name for it, I am to describe my feelings while in its zone, during an OBE of mine.
Let me first, take a deep breath and replay my experience, speaking in terms of present moment:
. . . I am there, at the highest dimension I have experienced. It has no color of ambiance. There is a kind of white noise that divulges certain depth of silence and an awareness of it. A kind of enriching void permeating everything as if floating mid nothingness. My higher self, as if a filament of that tapestry, speaks to me in there, without the necessity of me asking anything. I notice a certain surrender of unequivocal depth in me. While my higher self speaks to me, the depth of silence described as white noise, remains in the background, drawing sharper attention to what is spoken. Certain expansiveness engulfs me. It is an expansiveness that encompasses wholeness, never waiting for yet more expansion. This enriching void contains limitless info and an instantaneous ability to branch into it. My higher self speaks to me from time to time in there, as if to draw my attention to a specific info or message. Yet I can be there without the need of my higher self speaking to me. The feeling of compassion is of unchartered depth that makes even the physical body left behind in another dimension (yet connected to the soul that is OBE-ing) to start getting watery eyes. In there, I am the Wholeness of The Unified Field of Compassion while preserving and celebrating my personal integrity as if an individualized novelty expression of that ancient primordial Wholeness, preserving always the enriching diversity in that Wholeness.

Gazing on whom we are

Our maturity grounds us 

yet the focus remains on our childlike nature that enables us to flow naturally.

Saint Charbel

P.S: I was just meditating. Not seeking to channel anyone. He appeared in my meditation and gave me the above message. He dictated it to me as if I am his secretary, once I acknowledged his presence. His voice had the sweetest tone, deep and full of compassion. Quite surreal, even for me.

my trip from Oneness to Nothingness

As long as I am aware of, I fell in love with mystic schools such as Sufism that speaks of Oneness. I internally comprehended it as "Unified Field of Compassion".

Lately my awareness went up a notch. It became clear to me that Oneness has two major pitfalls: Self-Identification and Attachment. I shifted my attention to Emptiness that Buddhism (specifically Nagarjuna)  praises or Nothingness that Hindu Avatars (ex, Babaji) advocate. Nothingness is Wholly yet without Attachment, without Self-Identification. 

My initial "Unified Field of Compassion" got a new name: Nothingness.


(P.S: In my personal lexicon, Nothingness is a synonym to Emptiness.)

What I learned in 2014

What I learned in 2014: It is not about convincing others with your answers but rather sharing your experiences with others to inspire or activate so that they have more awareness about their own experiences whatever those may be.
Gratitude to 2014.

Philosophical sidenote

Striving outwardly for a fixed answer is a trial to acquire a legit instrument to judge others by and divide them into groups. Judging and dividing satisfy only the ego.
 An observer is never seeking a yardstick but rather to 'be' to heighten his awareness while inspiring or activating what is observed. An observer sees or at least tries to see from all angles as One (merging yet not identifying) with each angle. Moreover, an observer is bi-locating, permeating through the dimension of what is observed and at the same time existing in another dimension that is pure. Thus the observer is an energetic channel of prime dimension, described too as holistic emptiness. Yet an observer is a co-creator in the dimension of what is observed, and responsibility rises from this role. Responsibility is not in terms of right or wrong but rather derived out of authenticity, whatever resonating within as co-creator. As an observer, it is crucial to know when to move on.

shades of blue

Winter dawn amidst silence
the farfetched sky
naturally unfolds

. . . on fresh snow
he squeezes his empty grip

mirror mirror

early Autumn
drifting, non conformist
the wind speaks eloquently

whatsapp

Winter's eve
Whatsapp light breaths
lower a fever

have you seen what I saw

into nothingness
I expand
losing the I

wholeness of nothingness
thrumming

have you seen what I saw
where you and I vanish
a sacredness out of wholeness

wholeness of nothingness
thrumming

springing out of love
nothing to demand
nothing to expect
nothing to fulfill
nothing to ascertain
nothing to complete
nothing nothing nothing

Wholeness of nothingness
thrumming

:)

Breeze

of Jasmine ~
past wicked grace
the formless holding

tumbling right across
mute edge of resonance
lighter and deeper still

Dusk on a cliff

tilting slightly
as if
breathing suspension

a faraway hum
seeping silently into
gazes

tumbling on itself
a foreign dimension
heelless

The Essence through a Metaphysic-Poetic lens, Maya Idriss

Visualize "I am" as three elements with respective phonetics:

"I" as the Boddhi tree, corresponding to the phonetic "Ahye", the healing sound of throat chakra.

"a" as Buddha himself, sitting under the Boddhi tree meditating, looking small and round, corresponding to the phonetic "AH", the healing sound of heart chakra.

"m" as ripples of Buddha's belly, symbolizing ripples of his action to meditate, corresponding to the phonetic "MMM" that is the activating sound of the middle brain or pineal gland.

(A poetic translation of that, voice of the heart opening the mind to go beyond and be the beyond.)

Rubbing Buddha's belly actually means to activate the third eye.

Whenever you hear or use again "I am",  connect to the essence and wonder with a smile.

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immersed
whether book or sky
each moon has a different sigh

.

breeze and rose
shaking truth
'I' contemplates the dew

Haiku non traditional

leaf on leaf, green whisper
summer ends
where spring begins

Haiku

season of Shaktipat
tree and life
no apple blooper

Haiku

early fall
meditating
leaf by leaf

Haiku

across
stillness

wind chime

Haiku

winter and opacity

full moon

behind window shutters

&

Buddha's tree
how tall is
his I Am!

to witness

a stranger bows
! meaning of mudra ?
the beggar portrait

~

Dandelion seeds ~
Birthing poetry
On foreign walls

Note on Imagination

Imagination manifests in the etheric realm and through its manifestation there, one starts to tap into an intelligence that is higher than the one in the physical realm.

Note: Fine tuning of ancient messages

Certain fine tuning of ancient messages that derailed from its essence:

"I am that, I am" is the resurrection and entirety of life as Oneness. Whoever believes in his "I am", even if he dies, will live through Oneness and everyone who lives and believes in his "I am" will communicate and co-create with eternal Oneness.

Angels

Angels are like breeze over lavender field, summoning me to my inner fragrance

Thought

In the darker hours of the night
Certain stillness marinated in liquid light
As if Queen Sheba lifting her gown
I lifted my soul to float over the beyond
Unbeknownst to me in that body left behind
An aligned heart emanating all light

Light Bulb message number one

"The Secret lies within the Shadow of whatever as it is more revealing of and outlining nuances than the Light. The Light may be too overwhelming and blinding to study . Through activating discernment (i.e discern while leaving behind judgement), the shadow becomes an open book of info. This info extends itself to the other side of the scale: The Light. Meaning, to know the extent of Light and its configuration (of whatever) based on and projected by its shadow."

~ Enki channeled by Maya Idriss



P.S from Maya: Enki is a very male entity, focused on physics & laws. The above is our first collaboration after introducing himself on my scenery of channeling,  few days ago.

Magical presence, Istanbul May 2014

First exercise of OBE, Monroe Institute, April 2014

As my 2014 birthday gift, to myself, I enrolled in a six days workshop of "Out of Body Exploration intensive" at Monroe Institute facilitated by William Buhlman. It started on my birthday 12th of April. First exercise took place after dinner on that day. The mission / technique, was to go to our home and look at three objects. As soon as I learned about those three objects, an inner guidance told me not to pick them prior OBE, but rather wait for the OBE to find out which objects will call upon my attention, upon me.

I sat on the edge of my check unit, open curtain, put my headphones on and clicked on ready light signaling my presence. Hemisync music was streaming while William voice was guiding us. I went out of body before William finished his guidance.

There, in front of my home, door opened and closed. Something weird attracted my attention. There was a fire sprinkler on ceiling streaming light as if cherry blossom petals, very gentle and soothing. I noted my observation yet was determined to accomplish my mission: the three objects. First object to call me was a small glass object, transparent and indigo blue, that I have put previously on the door knob. I could lift the object without touching it, zoom in at it and out. What caught my attention then, the vibrancy of colors, specially the Indigo blue; also the clarity of the transparent glass; nothing like in real life. I put it back and walked in to the Saloon. An arabesque table was already floating mid air. I could make it whirl and control the speed of its whirling through telepathy. The table got quite excited and started talking to me through telepathy too. "It is not by mistake that you started sleeping in the Saloon (Couple of years ago, I  abandoned the comfort of my bed to sleep on sofa in Saloon). It is filled with sacred geometry. Your soul is attracted to such high frequency emitted by the sacred geometry specially Lakshmi symbol of abundance" explained the table. I was happy to receive an explanation for what I do. Then, I learned it is time for the third object. It pulled me towards it: a black elephant. I felt certain reluctancy and heartache yet I decided to pursue what is. As soon as I surrendered to what is, the black elephant started communicating with itself, "I now free you, black elephant, of all the pain you have witnessed". As soon as that communication ended, I was sucked in as soul into the black elephant and heard, "I now free you, Maya, from all the pain you have witnessed". Then, I merged with the soul of my home and heard, "I now free you, home, from all the pain you have witnessed." The OBE ended at that point. A remark to note here, all the phrases of "I now free you . . ." were said in a voice of mine yet coming from a higher dimension to the etheric dimension where I stood. A voice of mine which was sober, commanding yet transparent in its simplicity.

As soon as the OBE ended, I understood the symbolic meaning of the fire sprinkler that does not exist in reality at my home. Such a poetic metaphor. Such a great gift to receive on my birthday.

Final reflection, the interconnectedness of all that is, dimensions included, is mesmerizing.

OBE

"Learn to discern between what is and what seems to be . . . yet the truth is neither. The truth is the essence and not the manifestation." ~ Higher Self talking to Maya in an OBE

Advice

Whatever you do, do it while:
    + Relaxed
    + Aware
    + Focused

Orbs @ Monroe premises

 (a close up of an orb revealing letter A)

Cherry Blossom

Magnolia

Note

I have been channeling through automatic writing since a year or so. Yet, on April first 2014, I started channeling vocally . The entity is Lyra . Part of her first message : "The breath is your space machine taking you to whatever space, time & state of being . Treat it with sacredness".

Heading on a new journey that is quite exciting, taking everything to a higher level. May you enjoy the ride with me :)

Travel with me

Waking up

Uranus ~ 4

Fourth note from twilight zone by Uranus Assembly:

Know dear One, about existence and what entails: Aliveness. Aliveness cannot co-exist with waiting or lamenting. Aliveness is rejoicing in the Now. Rejoice in and celebrate who you are. You are all that is: Entirety of existence. Allow Cosmic Consciousness to flow freely within you so to be aware on what, how and why to act. Rhythmic movement that brings in the stillness of sound, rules throughout. Heighten your awareness to decipher what is.

With Self-love that encompasses All, we conclude.

Spring Mood

to capture simply be
across a leaf
in a glisten of dew

is it my shadow there, within, or my light
I observe with neutrality and expand in joy

Deep Knowing

I am that: the distance between "I" and "that". All inclusive. Sweet Divine Oneness.

Monastery

Stillness and First Rays of Light

Dawn, first rays of light
caressing a rose petal that is trembling
Within that tremble
my dawn as rose petal

Carried to endless dimensions
certain sweet wild fragrance
birthed and rebirthing
etched on timelessness

Within that tremble
my reactivation as light
caressing a rose petal that is trembling
in stillness . . .