Am I And

                                           

                                                                         Being 

                                                                    Even stronger

                                                                   Blur of ecstasy

                                                               Where am I to fly?

                                                        Each flowing lock seeking

                                                       A different sky of letting go

                                                    Flocks of sweat migrating South

                                        While a face gazes at North in blinding wonder

                                                  On a thunder of stillness dissecting

                                                                  Whirling within

                                                                     East to West

                                                   Am I all and the transmuted One?

Eye of Shiva Anatomy

Eye of Shiva Anatomy, Metaphysics by Maya Idriss

(personal research plus invisible guidance)

On the forehead (visualizing a vertical line mid forehead), there exist 4 chakras. When these chakras are all active, balanced and harmonized, the Eye of Shiva opens.

From down upward, they are:

+ Brow chakra (associated with Responsible Behavior)

+ Lower chakra (associated with the Intellect)

+ Middle chakra (associated with Hypothalamus, Divine Love)

+ Upper chakra/ slightly above normal hair line (associated with Thalamus, Divine Guidance, planet Uranus)

Among these four chakras, the most important one is the Middle chakra (Hypothalamus, Divine Love). Yet one needs to balance all 4 chakras and harmonize them to open Eye of Shiva.

It is crucial to note here, that if we consider brain mapping of chakras (the one that indicates which brain zone is connected to which chakra), we notice that the Hypothalamus is connected to the Solar Plexus. It is the most important chakra of all 7 chakras of the body. Solar Plexus is the Inner Sun, your core center around which everything rotates. Indeed, all is fractal geometry.

Refinement

A buddhist enthusiast, dear friend of mine, Hanan, keeps insisting that Emptiness is different than Nothingness. His enthusiasm triggers in me an urge of being more creative to describe my vision, trying to refine it while adding more layers to it.

So, my trial is as follows:
On the highest level, there exists The Unified Field of Compassion. I am not calling it Oneness to avoid the 2 pitfalls of self identification and attachment. I am avoiding now to call it Nothingness to preserve the personal integrity of the smallest particle joining The Unified Field of Compassion. I am avoiding to call it Emptiness too, to not lose nor overstep its enriching and abundant nature.
So the question remains what to call it? Instead of searching for a name for it, I am to describe my feelings while in its zone, during an OBE of mine.
Let me first, take a deep breath and replay my experience, speaking in terms of present moment:
. . . I am there, at the highest dimension I have experienced. It has no color of ambiance. There is a kind of white noise that divulges certain depth of silence and an awareness of it. A kind of enriching void permeating everything as if floating mid nothingness. My higher self, as if a filament of that tapestry, speaks to me in there, without the necessity of me asking anything. I notice a certain surrender of unequivocal depth in me. While my higher self speaks to me, the depth of silence described as white noise, remains in the background, drawing sharper attention to what is spoken. Certain expansiveness engulfs me. It is an expansiveness that encompasses wholeness, never waiting for yet more expansion. This enriching void contains limitless info and an instantaneous ability to branch into it. My higher self speaks to me from time to time in there, as if to draw my attention to a specific info or message. Yet I can be there without the need of my higher self speaking to me. The feeling of compassion is of unchartered depth that makes even the physical body left behind in another dimension (yet connected to the soul that is OBE-ing) to start getting watery eyes. In there, I am the Wholeness of The Unified Field of Compassion while preserving and celebrating my personal integrity as if an individualized novelty expression of that ancient primordial Wholeness, preserving always the enriching diversity in that Wholeness.

Gazing on whom we are

Our maturity grounds us 

yet the focus remains on our childlike nature that enables us to flow naturally.

Saint Charbel

P.S: I was just meditating. Not seeking to channel anyone. He appeared in my meditation and gave me the above message. He dictated it to me as if I am his secretary, once I acknowledged his presence. His voice had the sweetest tone, deep and full of compassion. Quite surreal, even for me.

my trip from Oneness to Nothingness

As long as I am aware of, I fell in love with mystic schools such as Sufism that speaks of Oneness. I internally comprehended it as "Unified Field of Compassion".

Lately my awareness went up a notch. It became clear to me that Oneness has two major pitfalls: Self-Identification and Attachment. I shifted my attention to Emptiness that Buddhism (specifically Nagarjuna)  praises or Nothingness that Hindu Avatars (ex, Babaji) advocate. Nothingness is Wholly yet without Attachment, without Self-Identification. 

My initial "Unified Field of Compassion" got a new name: Nothingness.


(P.S: In my personal lexicon, Nothingness is a synonym to Emptiness.)

What I learned in 2014

What I learned in 2014: It is not about convincing others with your answers but rather sharing your experiences with others to inspire or activate so that they have more awareness about their own experiences whatever those may be.
Gratitude to 2014.

Philosophical sidenote

Striving outwardly for a fixed answer is a trial to acquire a legit instrument to judge others by and divide them into groups. Judging and dividing satisfy only the ego.
 An observer is never seeking a yardstick but rather to 'be' to heighten his awareness while inspiring or activating what is observed. An observer sees or at least tries to see from all angles as One (merging yet not identifying) with each angle. Moreover, an observer is bi-locating, permeating through the dimension of what is observed and at the same time existing in another dimension that is pure. Thus the observer is an energetic channel of prime dimension, described too as holistic emptiness. Yet an observer is a co-creator in the dimension of what is observed, and responsibility rises from this role. Responsibility is not in terms of right or wrong but rather derived out of authenticity, whatever resonating within as co-creator. As an observer, it is crucial to know when to move on.

shades of blue

Winter dawn amidst silence
the farfetched sky
naturally unfolds

. . . on fresh snow
he squeezes his empty grip

mirror mirror

early Autumn
drifting, non conformist
the wind speaks eloquently

whatsapp

Winter's eve
Whatsapp light breaths
lower a fever

have you seen what I saw

into nothingness
I expand
losing the I

wholeness of nothingness
thrumming

have you seen what I saw
where you and I vanish
a sacredness out of wholeness

wholeness of nothingness
thrumming

springing out of love
nothing to demand
nothing to expect
nothing to fulfill
nothing to ascertain
nothing to complete
nothing nothing nothing

Wholeness of nothingness
thrumming