Wednesday, June 30, 2010

Relocating-
trusting the stranger to move
my fragility
One wish
Escaping to realize in urgency
Portal to the rest

Diving... Ass up in the air... The swan to gain my laughter

Caslano bee

Sunday, June 27, 2010

My humble start, stumbling across Twitter:  ma (mayarhythm) on Twitter

&

Conversing with warmth (full credit to Paul Smith):  My Page - Gogyohka Junction
(m / photo profile the pink rose)

Luzern Strokes

Mirror mirror
How many me
Drops to eternity

Friday, June 25, 2010

Surreal, Zurich Bee

Love buzz as my heart skips a beat

row & raw

lifting to tilt
ready for
communion
advancing on
to hair tips
silk veil
running
wilderness
on fingertips
clench
the slide
to fuel

love making

circle to tilt
my ellipse
the wolf moon
how I observe brighter
storm winds playing harbor sacred gaze

~~~~~

long train ride and phobias -
bathroom bathroom bathroom
no
eat eat eat
playing to hide

~~~

haiku
in love
deeper the reflections

Thursday, June 24, 2010

Palestinian chains of fire, sinking heavier










They lament their walk with keys of homes no more there keys in bloody chains around all necks walking humanity lament.

Heavy the rain on eroded land no more scent on too distant memory building a wall how to enjoy when sunshine is underground sinking heavy the rain.

The day when Mahmoud Darwish died all the Palestinian pain flared in my cells how not to tear up the pain tearing myself when their expression was gone the day when Mahmoud Darwish died.

Going in pain to rest in pain going tomb in jail  ghostly scream heavier the black no glimpse of the added expressions  going in heavier black heavier sinking in pain still going depth of a mother gaze lamenting a closed window open wound bleeding in every day from memory onward marching on lives withering leaves in pain going.

When will they return \ returning to when \ lost selves their walking tombs irrelevant when \ wild flowers tossing tears I shiver their pain \ on breath memory of death\ to death in breath\ returning to when \ returning home no more there \ mothers awaiting kids no more there \ when of no more \ there I return to end yet no end to their pain returning to \ the right of returning.






ERICCOLIU

Another twitter poet to talk about is nicknamed ericcoliu. His tweet on the day of 23 June 2010, made my soul shiver. He wrote brilliantly:




*  
Gaza.../ crying old tears/ at new funerals           




Chen-ou Liu (ericcoliu) on Twitter



Fragrant salutations  to you, ericcoliu from  a person who knows the depth of the Palestinian pain

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

... windy and merciful

the wind
blew him a scarf
on which
a scent blew him away
to what was

                           a scent blew him away
                           to what was
                           that started to run his now
                           drifting in between blue gazes
                           extending arm

                                                        drifting in between blue gazes
                                                        extending arm
                                                        I plug him to another now
                                                        yet full of motion
                                                        wordless
collapsing illusion
to build a place out of sound
creating nothing that is everything
laughter of a yogi
dancing on one point

Monday, June 21, 2010

him

wind chime
flutters of breeze
his scent
chest to abandon
twinkles, gazing far

Rose Memory

slipping away
stronger
the scent
beholder of charm
enhanced in seclusion

Sunday, June 20, 2010

pearls on blues
the depth of your grace & sad gaze
how I wish to grab your hand
back to 
stupid pink

fullness of ripples
meaning within the sound
tumbling dews
spontaneity
stripping alleys of secrets for more
Spending silence to question formulated feelings, to find the wanted within perfectly omitted words, there, sponging all silence to elaborate by telepathy. Stay in tune.

Saturday, June 19, 2010

Quartet

Ice cream droplet tumbling melted from his thick lips to run her hips and thighs while my appetite crosses their body language into your solitary eyes. Infinite possibilities outrageously. Be my dream night and day. Forget my words, the unspoken is what I seek. Flutters of bewilderment, rising to meet halfway, past every way. Not to blush, my darling. Their notes,  just a prelude. Allowing us to rhyme in wilderness.

{story inspired by a french film that never faded despite the long years}

to sleep under the sky
the bluest connection
counting animals
on molded clouds
closing eyes
to taste the breeze
as white butterfly
embraces
her nose belittling noises
heaven within
the runaway adolescent
with brain tumor
shutting herself off
to fly

Friday, June 18, 2010

Follow the rhythm, Mahayana Sutra

its leaves free of frost
tears repelling
by rolling off
rough surface
to hold
the fullness of my lily
that floats in beauty
are you there and here
to catch a glimpse
reader of soul

~

autumn in few breaths
walking down the yellowish avenue
thirsty leaves voicing memories
hunching inward as it starts to rain softly
head forging through the wind
that I once was
Cultivating my blues for green
poetic light
shared solitude
Rain bewilderment
was it for
blues or pink laughter
the void as beholder
My wedding bouquet
different smiles yet to become
in his embrace
I catch my tear
before it drops
on jaundiced photos
never taken
My many me
in a sea of pink
my decision to be

Thursday, June 17, 2010

Precious Dust

music box
with abandoned dreams
broken dancer still dizzy
nostalgic warmth plays
life saving mirage

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

Desert Rose

bits and pieces
treasure of dust
gone yet there
I expose wounds
to set free heart

~

the soothsayer
drawing
past me
to hold
the heartbeat

~

on impulse guiding
a kid
again to learn

(dedicated to female ancestry)

grandmother
knits
love
to wrap in warmth
embrace for century

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

proactive lingering
there to hear
nostalgic warmth
beauty of salt
ocean within shell fragments

Monday, June 14, 2010

Though I am not fan of Twitter, I visit Gogyohka Tweeting. There, I meet 3 writers whose Gogyohka keeps a lingering taste of honey on my thoughts that sails into their visions. Today, I like to speak about one of them : Nicknamed  Dragonsatva ( sun☼moon☼stars☼rain (Dragonsatva) on Twitter )

Some of his drawings that I dwell on:

* listening ~ to the wind ~ who taught the trees ~ a thousand ways ~ to be alone...


* sneaking in ~ reading your poem ~ over my shoulder ~ this rude ~ sliver of sunlight


* wide-open smile ~ at the highest point ~ when the world stops ~ and the swing ~ goes into freefall


Sending Kind Regards to Dragonsatva from my blog.

Sunday, June 13, 2010

on the edge
a last cigarette butt
sinking torn 
between flutters 
leaf and leave

Saturday, June 12, 2010

Sense of Quarter

Yogi Frog :)))

X mass

winter night yet day
past springs to fall
in love with the white
summer fling
presence in void

Thursday, June 10, 2010

II

never a headstone
kiss me wherever
freeze The sight
within
his last words

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

{Whomever you are, reading my blog. Thank you.}
Antibiotics-
I can
see
past 9
new cycle
cravings to carve
red
light to black
getting darker
as if
encroachment
claustrophobic mood
tick of aches
Fast to devoid
Play
Preach the prey
never
Do
As if vomiting
poet on
a rampage
to disown
pain
Aching for
today
to rise
and slash
past night mare
Ripples
ride
the wind
to
Oneness shore
religious
hypocrisy praying
that and to
Oneness not
noticing
Sexless marriage
his stalking
her shouting
never in
one
The fear
in
a tear
never shed
in its time
All signs shout
"am drowning"
 why
rear view mirror
drive past cemetry

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

passionately fire
dark corners
to embrace
ascension-

my morning kiss, dew point
your lighted sight
as I inhale
gazes on abundance
exploring depth of soul
pink within green
shade streaming
breeze to lighten

.

enfold my breath
as I anchor on your lips

light the flutter
there after departure

closing senses
for the one to ignite

leading me depth of home
when exile is the rest

I am the point
touching as if sky

surrender to fall 
for flight

as anchor on lips
enfold our remembrance

on the margin, 2 or 3 as I lost the count

As I read the following statement today "we have to revisit the old wounds before moving forward" and reflecting on a conversation with my twin, I wonder if my blog will cease to exist or take another turn as my Luganese journey ends this September. Both ways, I sense excitement.
Heart
no
constraints

Monday, June 7, 2010

Throwing coins
into
Trevi fountain
my
sunny mood 
Lust
for beginnings
bud
to
observe

crocheting a story
two fingers catch up
with one elusive gaze
porch
breeze meditation

walking back home 
shadow leading

sunny closure
march on reflections

"un'altro, per favore"



Town square, almost midnight
red table, scribbles on white

hum of warmth
amid shadowy lingering

summer peeping sleepless
first drop tripped by abundance

floating shivery, scent of trees
book and pencil adjacent to beats

goosebumps ... wet
anew by laughter, Home



Sunday, June 6, 2010

As





As it journeys from within
past suicidal corner on the drifting gaze
tumble finishing ... selective memory
thinking of you the liquid version permeating
I spot my fingertips rubbing to erase



Field of roses
thirst in ripples
let me be
caresses of light
tracing your lips
indulgence
to die
for rebirth
awful to awe filled
minor
change uproar abundantly
choice
of perception

Saturday, June 5, 2010

Bitter coffee
as empty gaze
my cup, not there

Seemingly ...

Tea Ching
by
Annoyance
Unwelcome
Change slightly edgy

more


Beautiful death -
blur...
life intensity
as if 
inner space pounding


on the other hand


Death 
blurs
life ...
shadowy
walk through the mist

Touching million hearts
end puzzle
joke of communicating
Basho
solitary journey -
Rhyming with him
"I am there"
beauty felt 
pre
happening 
P.S: Fools have all the fun. In hinterland, crippled by cynicism, others who never dream. Let me be the wildest fool. 

Ghosts to resurrect

Flipping coin
right to read
writing the moment
strangers at first sight
site to dwell on
Tearing up
misconceptions
arrival within expectations
a flow
non tearing
"I am"
knot
light as if never
blind surroundings
within ... light
Bundle
of tenderness
rhyme with
the
unknown
Fingertips
prerequisite
hearing the unknown
surcease
ears
Falling light
on her shore
depth of home
rebirthing
both
Swirls drift
in love
fall surrender
my windy gaze
on colors of death

My nonsense, still flows

                       As if running on one point from facebook to twitter ... non caring for both ... caring to communicate with someone irrelevant the poetry ... reaching nowhere. All about perceptions ... no one seems interested for a dialogue ... interested they remain in the frame. Though no yell is adequate for those who lost senses, immersed in a game. Is there someone out there!

Friday, June 4, 2010

Q once more

Why do they interpret meaning of the poem in front of author! 

...

One page in hand ... Amusing my insanity ... One hundred on branches
~
blue carve... to breathe; breathe to laugh; laugh to live ... irrelevant assumptions; the rhythm too ... laugh.
~
At higher end of drama
edge of laughter
to insanity embrace
as news fly
him on kidney dialysis
~
Dust infested shoes
on the edge
mainstream story
of the forgotten
busy street
~
Crying
without
a whisper
soul
eruptions
~
Fading shutters
within
wall, balcony flowers
as disclaimed
memory
~
gaze
tear
bitter coffee as ...
shadow
lingers on 

Thursday, June 3, 2010

Yell ripples in silence

Break

Time for silence
Back to intuition
Talkative gazes
Yearning heart
Teal of Konya
Shams the wanderer
Alive in death
Prelude to
Scream
"I want more"
Droplet, river, ocean
as natural mood
all precious in transparency
irrelevant how, the flow

~

Their thought of
obscene
to be naked
in
the turkish Hammam

~

Too steamy by projection
an "ought to be" towel
left to reflect on why

~

Thread of a new spiral


Universe of mine, non knowing human, interconnection remains. In abundance may co-alignment flow. Untamed I am, raw as ever, evolving always in smiles. Within, Source. Foolishness in transparency to soar my laughter. Different lovingly while being another rhythm in echoes: Diversity that enriches Oneness. In harmony with Heart. Venturing in magic, another chapter. Soul of steel as pen. Non knowing human, may they know how much "me" surprises her author. From breeze, past wind to storm, I venture back and forth, weaving an authentic song. All ranges are mine as I dream big in colors. To those that stumble on me, care less for me as I remain alive, in love, pinkish. Such a wonderful world. Evolving my now, rewriting past to future. Releasing me to multiple horizons. My laughter in echoes. Light being, "shining wanderer". Choreography that stimulates faster growth by the co-aligned, irrelevant knowing or not. Blind eye on the rest for detachment dictates, order of serenity.

In his arms, my home expands

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

Tree mingling
Sky bar
over and out
clouds
route to roots
"Have we met"
with widespread smiles
wander to wonder
Deer's silence
Be or not to be
Expressively, circles

Q in sigh

{Why to tame harmless colors ! Careless about society, appreciating perfection in droplets. Identities are as if wind.}
illusions of tenderness
rhyming wave
across the comb
caresses wash drawing 
thirst to fuel

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

~

slightly wet ... bed linen
sways in the wind
venturing in another view
my gaze
as breath lightens to a halt
To forget
day of recollection
ocean stones
dormant in
sold car

Comma

Bites
Following assessment
Two years
Master sleeping
with Mac